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Y'all ever be lowk failing the Mirror Self-Recognition test.
Cuz idk who that BITCH in the mirror is but that is NOT ME
#happened while I was brushing my hair b4 a shower#it was just how my hair fell in a specific way that made me look. not like me.#but also my body just#didnt look like mine either#the Shapes were Wrong dude I swear#anyways my hair is washed which means there is no more evil seeping in my brain & Im capable of being loved again ♡♡♡#and also my face looks like Mine again ♡#not sure abt the body tho I wasnt rlly checking.#but srsly it was Weird & Ugh and I didnt like it ♡#the body bit the face bit was just funny lol#sniffer adventures#this is SURELY not indicative of any psychological shit. surely.
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vent/rant! I want to place this down here because my mind has been. Awful? Whenever I'm fatigued, i fear,
Just ranting about an ex friend ruining my life So ,, nothing too major
Everytime I get worried for being self centered and apologize for it, I then think back to 2023 when my ex friend witnessed me haing a psychotic episode and being paranoid (at the time) about my assaultor and seeing her at a school club thought my vent was about HIM, so he started to cuss me out and say bullshit like "and that's why i still follow your assaultor to make you mad 😂😂" then continued to shit talk me + make fun of me for having extreme paranoia about my ex and calling me ugly and stupid
I have never met a more self centered prick in my life than him. He genuinely considered me the villain in his history because he thought my pscyhosis episode triggered by the thought of seeing my assaultor in the same room with me was about himself
He continously talked bad about me and then thought i was spreading rumors about him and he only made everything worse by calling the police on me not even once but twice, the first time being when we used to be friends and when he was worried i did suicide,, but the second time being when me and him were both in the same room in said school club. I ignored him and didnt look his way one bit because he didnt deserve to be acknowledged by me for what hes done to ruin my life :'-) then the morning after he calls the cops (while i was asleep so i didnt know what reason he used at that time) and i was in trouble,, Again
by the bottom of my heart, as i pray everyday for my familys well being, i also hope that Allah gets him back. I dont care that it was mental illness that encouraged his actions. He made fun of me for being paranoid person because of his continous online stalking he did for three months straight which lead me to stop using instagram
And im sure he uses a different story everytime.. 🫠🫠 i hope hes forgotten about me by now, but i will never forget what hes done. I can forgive but not forget. May god get him back and make sure he understands that making a girl even more paranoid for months on end wasnt the best way to go about his issues
ya allah, thank you for protecting me from him and him forgetting about me. I am happy to know I'll never see him nor be in contact with him again. peace upon him but he will get his karma, you dont mess with a group of muslims who pray everyday for our safety 😭......
It feels better to get this off my chest. The said assaultor i learned to not be so paranoid of anymore, and she shares the mutual thought of not wanting to be friends
I admit ive had more frequent nightmares about a lot of my ex friends but its mainly because of my declining physical health,, i get more paranoid and anxious when fatigued so episodes hit me like a truck
#sydneys thoughts#Just for my safety and his i wont mention his name! But he used to be an irl of mine so it doesnt rlly matter sksjdskjfks#I really wish things didnt end this way i wouldve at least liked some closure but here i am... ranting about this#<- Its been a long dead issue tbf 😭 the most “recent” issue was last year in may... i think- either way its still been a long time#I have him blocked on tumblr thankfully!#I never plan on looking at any of my ex friends social medias for the sake of my own mental health jshdkajd so
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god.. just look at him.. straight to MY collection
#out of all people in the series; i didnt think he would be the one who i would pick#jesus.. christ#even got me thinking to pierce another helix of mine *twinning*#LOOK AT HIM. HAIR DOWN .#its either i want to be wit him or i wanna be him#he’d be my wifey#i watched all the ep until the most recent and scoop up the manga immediately#now im on chapter 100is bruh#its light weight to read. dont need to think much (NOT SOME SOME OTHER MANGA OUT THERE…..)#its wind breaker btw !!#i quite like the mc too !! especially he’s voiced by the same va as megs#.txt#mitsuki kiryu#kiryu mitsuki#wind breaker
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hello is there a segawa fanbase here
#end roll#russell seager#benevolentpost#for a dear friend of mine#i started this so long ago i didnt know how to deal with the existing lineart#drew without reference.it was hard to eyeball his colors he'd either look like mikaela ons or tsukasa tenma
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Read the Little Mushroom manhua up till Chapter 21 because of the gorgeous gorgeous absolutely scrumptious art style and nice plot + worldbuilding especially after one of my college courses had me falling down a speculative fiction rabbit hole –> it was not enough i need to devour the novel –> novelupdates has it posted but it ended up not having any actual chapters posted T^T –> maybe one more google search won't hurt –> finds properly translated, complete chapters, in an epub RAHHHHH
#like that's a gold mine#i remember how hard i tried looking for a copy of lovesickness since my friend wants to read junji ito works too and it was like the#internet was scraped clean of it the only ones i was finding were either more popular works#are in spanish#pay per view#or links that lead to viruses 💀#that's why i thought it'd be hard to find a full epub for little mushroom lol#btw i found the manga on a site i always read manga/manhwas at idk why i didnt go looking for there first that site has#quite literally everything lmao#yeah that experience maxed out my happiness with this one#im ready for tragedy#// maple#manhua#webnovel#cnovel#little mushroom#epub
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i need to stop using grey backgrounds
#nishitani homare#majima goro#kashiwagi osamu#shinada tatsuo#toriyama meiko#milky-chan#mine yoshitaka#akiyama shun#nishikiyama akira#kiryu kazuma#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza#damn that was a lot to tag#all of these have a reference that i either committed to or strayed super far from and it think thats funny#no bc like. im freaky good at photorealism but i didnt want to do that i wanted them to stay in my style#so all of them have differences but yeah :heart hands:#namely majima and nishiki..#RAHHH i really like how i did the lighting on nishitanis suit...its so purdy to me#i think kashiwagi looks too shiny but im not going back to mess with it again#i almost posted the version with his flat colours instead but idk something told me to show off the suit lighting again so forgive me </3#the space filler doodles hold a special place in my heart btw#i will always include them when i do multi character pages#hehe i like giving them animal ears so i can pet their heads its my toxic trait#glue trap wagi <3#anyways im just happy im finally done these so i can plunge into my next project [doesnt know what that will be]#finger paints
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tried putting on my radiator for the first time this winter (we've had snow this week.... its focking cold) but it trips the fusebox for the entire flat lmfao. I'm fuuuucked 😐
#all the other radiators work fine its just mine :'(((#and bc its thw weekend they wont come out to fix it until monday at least so thats great#its fine i havent needed it on this week so far and i have layers and a hot water bottle so ill be fine but i did cry abt it a bit#but not so much abt the radiator just a lot on my mind.. i couldnt pick up my prescription after work either bc the secretary left half an#hour early and the very kind nurse who had a look for it anyway couldnt find it and i cant get there any earlier next week bc of work#i know itll be fine ive already sent an email to ask if they can send it to my local pharmacy instead ill get my meds before they run out#but still i cried a bit walking home from the clinic 😢 just been a long week even if not a bad one. and i miss my friend whos moving#he'll be on the plane now.... man. its a bit selfish but im also sad abt it bc he always noticed how i was feeling when i was at the gym#like if i was privately dealing w some shit or just wasnt quite myself he could tell n would find a moment to gently ask or just be there#without probing abt it like man hes so reassuring and kind and has such a big heart. before he left he asked me to look out for some of#the quieter ones in our group and make sure they feel included and someones listening to them when he wont be around to anymore#😢💔💔💔💔 and i know i didnt know him long enough to become proper good friends with him but it meant a lot that he looked out for me#like all i really want in this world is to feel seen n safe esp when im having a hard time. and none of my closer friends really do that#and thats okay like its not their fault and they just express their way of caring differently but sometimes i feel so lonely ah....#and also my period is due and im kind of scared of how painful itll be bc the last few have been so bad snd i find loneliness a lot harder#when im in a lot of pain and anyway this is all probably just the pre period hormones making me so tearful so it doesnt matter#its ok made a big bowl of rice so im going to eat that wrapped up cosy in bed with a movie i think. and then sleep#.diaries
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One moment in Y3 I'll never get over is Daigo, fresh out of coma, instinctively reassuring Mine with such tenderness. Yeah it made him feel more guilty, sure. But at that moment I was like "I get it, Mine. I now get why you're that obsessed". Doesn't make it better that Daigo is pretty pretty with a wonderful voice and gorgeous shoulders
this ask was so real and true and right and it still is but i am cackling a little at 'daigo's gorgeous shoulders'
#snap chats#wide daigo strikes again#on the real tho no wonder mine wanted to kill himself after that#like here he was about to kill daigo because. Hes Insane#and then as soon as daigo wakes up he rolls out of bed- uses the gun mine wsa gonna use on him#saves mine and kiryu and then without question is just '<:0 mine whats going on- are you ok <:0 we're ok now no need to worry :)'#and then he hit him with that loving smile and that gentle voice and. and yeah i wouldve jumped off the roof too#i could never forgive myself for almost killing a man as beautiful as that idc if i thought i was doing the right thing#mine this why we leave this typea shit to the doctors just WAIT DUDE#unless this really was a case where because of all the outside noise daigo woke up#since i know talking to coma patients can help with that and. well. probably was the most noise daigo's gotten in days#aww poor daigo didnt have anyone in his hospital room to keep him company this whole time#either that or mine really did just sit in dead silence looking at him. freak. but ok valid#its too early for daigo-loving hours <-this is a lie and if i ever say this again assume im an imposter
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WAGHDHDHSHhahshz
#been VERY anxious the past week#context. went to glasgow last weekend w a friend of mine#10pm friday night. we start getting a lil tired silly#we have this in-joke where one will say 'im gonna go do [extreme/socially unacceptable thing]' and the other will cheer them on#well my friend is like 'i have lots of energy im gonna jump on the bed' and me; thinking that she was joking; was like 'haha hell yeah haha'#SHE WASNT JOKING. SHE BOUNCED A COUPLE TIMES THEN THE BED FUCKING BROKE.#pretty noticable when laying on the bed; VERY noticable when looking under it#im terrified of checking my emails and seeing that ive got hundreds to pay for this bed since the room was in my name and beds are expensive#i dont think my friend is in a great financial situation atm but also. i covered the room + her bus fare + i didnt break that bed#i feel like i should just tell my parents but i dont wanna rat her out either. wtf do i DO WAAAAHFJCJCNXJJXKXKX#this has been eating me up all week to the point where its starting to come up in my DREAMS head in hands#vent#1dk rambles
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i keep trying to figure out the ages of the main family members and then remembering ohhh right none of this matters because of the timescale. these ages will be inaccurate in like six months.
#lockjaw is 30? ish? bb is 30ish?? max is 28ish??#everyone else is probably younger than 30 but older than 25#which also. none of these ages make sense w ahura and luna being teenagers. and ahura has GOT to be like 19 by now surely if not in his 20s#ahura can only be 16+ if medusa has him when shes like. 14. which she OBVIOUSLY didnt!!!#absolute worst case scenario. medusa had him in her mid 20s. thats the only way the timeline can even begin to make sense#oh sliding timescale you are enemy of mine#also dont the inhumans live like 200 years b4 old age is an issue?? cant the main group just be in their 90s and 100s and be fine??#or is that retconned. i swear that was a thing. is there an explanation for max being 5000 in that alt royals timeline?? i cant remember 😔#look either luna and ahura are young children or medusa bb and crystal are older than 30!!! only options!!!#inhumans#blackagar boltagon#maximus boltagon#medusalith amaquelin#lockjaw inhumans#royal family
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#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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Gortash styles his hair the same way this one weaboo guy I went to highschool with did after he started watching Naruto
#bg3#gortash#text post#very random but#i lucked out on highschools#mine didnt have a bullying issue. popular kids were 'popular' because of how kind they were#so because of this#sometimes people would cosplay to school#we had this one naruto cosplayer who would show up in the full costume contacts wig jumpsuit all of it#and they often roped their friend into cosplaying sasuke (they usually just did the wig and contacts tho)#it wasnt unusual to hear them yelling “NARUTO! SASUKE!” at each other from across the hall#the guy in the post was not either of them#he was a different guy just trying to look like sasuke#and then we had this one guy who would cosplay as different johnny depp characters#or DC villains#all closet cosplays and honestly it was pretty impressive how he just threw things together and went all out like that#my favourite is one time i saw him in the hall aggressively taping pencils to his fingers. so i asked what he was doing and he said#he was cosplaying as edward scissor hands and got in trouble so now he was edward pencil hands#king shit#he was so mad about it lmao#anyways highschool was interesting and i sat beside naruto in 3 classes#OH OH ALSO SOME PEOPLE DRESSED UP IN FULL LOLITA CLOTHES#by some i mean....3? not a regular occurrence but not uncommon#one of them was my first boyfriend. hes very into pretty dresses#oh and we had this one guy from the drama department (should have mentioned it was an art school) that wore feather boas pretty regularly#and the dude that cosplayed a lot of JDepp and DC. he got a girlfriend and theyd match#it would have been wholesome if it werent a toxic ass relationship#theyd unironically dress up as harley and joker and say they were just like them#anyway im going to shut up now#q
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#i sincerely hope the 17carat album reprints are just as shitty and flimsy as the original#half convinced them mfs made them albums themselves. like a diy project in between training sessions#i say this with love of course 17 carat was the first kpop album i ever bought#but idk it’s like you look at it the wrong way and it may genuinely rip apart😭😭#in a way i suppose it reflects their growth#id hazard a guess pledis either didnt want to invest too much on the 1st album or they just straight up didnt have the money#personal#i mean even boys be is a bit on the flimsy side#speaking of boys be. if the pricing isnt too bad i might rebuy the pink one bc mine has got sun damage#i mean if any if the uk stores will sell it 😔
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wish i was smashing my coworker(s) w comically large cartoony mallets rn
#one of em (n this is normal for him) showed up an hr n a half late#2 of em who shld have been here 2ish hrs ago didnt show up n apparently also didnt call in#someone in at 1 has already called in (i only know cuz i had to call abt the missing 6am ppl)#so its just been me for like 2 n a half hrs so today will be fucked probably 👍#n the guy whos aaaalways late is makin me so mad rn he almost never has any excuse just like well here he is now#n when hes here he doesnt even like work hard n i get it like he says he doesnt give a shit abt this place#but its likeee i guess no solidarity or sympathy for ur coworkers who are in the same boat huh :/#n i asked if he would do the job i usually do today (partly cuz i even mentioned he says he doesnt care if customers yell at him#n i rly do n shit will be late today so.) but he didnt feel like it ofc n said some shit abt 'logistically'#he shld be doin the other job (paranoid abt talking abt my job in too much detail can u tell lol)#cuz his speed that we can look at is usually faster than mine i assume he meant#n rn so far for the day we have the exact same rate. ok die#sry idk work fills me w rage like not much else tbh#p#rly dont wanna see my dipshit manager when he gets here later either#i just knowww he'll ask why we arent further ahead n ill def be honest ngl#just gotta be civil which is hard for me w him due to i hate him so much
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I don't wanna laugh at your expense but also KIND OF a funny series of events😭😭😭here's to recouping that $20...
Speaking of Ryuji... I ended up going through like 60 fucking reviews (WILL throw up if I have to read even one more) and while I'm gonna hold my tongue on all that for now, I still can't quite tell if the Ryuji thing is main story or a substory or a substory that's needed to progress... that said, apparently there are a bunch of fights with fakes that feature flashbacks, including a fake Kiryu and a fake Nishiki? Weirdly the flashbacks make me kind of wish there was a fake Mine since I'm not sure there's gonna be anything all that deep with the style change mechanic in Infinite Wealth
it can get even worse Watch This the exam i thought i was gonna have wednesday was today :))))))))))) when i say i had to fight every urge to just get up and start flipping desks :))))))
fake kiryu AND fake nishiki ???? wild....... we finally getting a boss rush mode since like... y3 omg....
#snap chats#speaking of that twenty tho i was just reminded that this morning a commissioner said they couldnt pay me this month#for the like. fourth month in a row 🧍♂️#to top it off when i was going to the dining hall the card i gave :)) the one i didnt need to buy :))) didnt work#i still got in i just had to give my id n umber but it's just inconvenience after inconvenience im over it#//wistfully looking at the Monday poster// oh takagi we're really in it now...#IN ANY CASE. GODSPEED FOR YOU LOOKING AT ALL THEM REVIEWS THANK YOU FOR YOUR WORK#im excited to see what it's all about...... i wont get my hops up about mine cause either way it'll be cool to see ryuji again.. hehe..#i wonder what his deal gonna be...#now excuse me while i drown my sorrow in food. i took a cookie from a group of three#and in the philippines that tends to be bad luck so <3#HONESTLY THATS PROBABLY WHY MY DAYS BEEN SO BAD HANG ON. IF I MAY BE SUPERSTITIOUS.#cause last night i ate the rest of the chocolates i got my roommates. its ok they were untouched for a week so#and there was exactly three left oh my god......... ill blame my misofrtune on that fuck it i dont care anymore#ok let me eat all this just so i can throw it up later BYE
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fond memories of my last math teacher before i dropped out. he would go yeah thats right but howd you get your answer and id show him my completely incomprehensible scrap paper and then wed just sit there, confused and transgender
#me finishing my problem and showing him the paper like heres my answer ^_^ while he looked at everything on the page that wasnt my answer in#abject horror. and then hed ask me to explain my process and i didnt know what the fuck i meant either#and that was high school so if cleos brain works anything like mine all those mathematicians should be grateful she just gave them the#answer and not the process#because sometimes the process makes no fuckin sense outside your brain ^_^#mine
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